I am so happy , you had gone through all this with a smile on your face. I know how devastating it feels, when the person we love suddenly and shocking leaves us. Everything just seems so colourless. Life loses its meaning. Always remember you are the sky , full of colours. People in your life are clouds, some are white some are black. Sky never changes it’s color irrespective of clouds . It always remain blue. So should you . People in your life should be like clouds. They will come and go but never lose your charm and colour because of people . Keep writing .